Falling....
Today has not gone well... I woke up and realised that as well as my skin going back to my teenage years my face is decidedly puffy. My hands are the same and getting a ring on is painful; plus by the middle of the afternoon I have wonderful cankles... But on a more positive note I coped with driving to Mums, helping her with lunch, tidying up and I drove home! Now I am totally knackered with the headache from hell pounding away as it has for the last few weeks. My back is also complaining if I stand up, move or try to bend over!! Basically it feels as though my whole body is about to give up completely. If I'm honest at the moment I just want the bloody things to fail. I will then know exactly where I am and what I am meant to be doing. I hate all this waiting around for something to finally happen.